Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

WELCOME BACK TO ME!!

I'm so sorry because their so many circumstances that i didn't share to you, but anyways time flies so fast and today is another great year for me a year with enjoyment and allegiance. That will make me more mature enough to face the earth with unyielding heart and aware mind, If we allow problems revolved our decisions we can't move on and start of something new. Happy New year to me!!

Reality

We born on this world with so many purposes and we have no choice but to face it.
Life sometimes is so understandable we didn't able to do our purposes and duty, Life is so hard to take in. But when learn how to oppose struggles in life we know that we are strong enough for the more coming.
But anyways before this semester will end, I had so many endeavor that I encounter. I know it is normal as a  student like me. God has a great plan for me because He made great and impossible thing for me. He made me one of those exempted students in his class, And im so happy because my standing in Midterm is not so good and I want to make some different before will end. To God be the Glory.

BOTTLE IT UP

"Started as a flicker meant to be a flame
Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same
Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall
Baby's getting next to nowhere with her back
Against the wall.
You meant to make me happy make me sad.
Want to make it better better so bad.
But save your resolutions for your never new year
There is only one solution I can see here."

-That is my famous and unforgettable lines that make my life consummate. I realize in my previous post here in my blog is so dramatic and  it's so o.a!! But Anyways I love my life and my Family. Why do I need to be heavyhearted even if everything is going fine. I Think there's something in my mind that is crazy :)) ha-ha Maybe sometimes we gonna make some serious moment and evaluate what's happening? But for now I feel like I'm moved on in my past, I know life is like a road that you will gonna choose what way you will take. 

"And I do it for LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.....

Love Lots,

..jenaie ♥ 

GOD BLESS YOU.

take care always 

I want to shout.... T__T

So many things and so many songs that come up in my mind and I don't want it to happen... I can't explain what happen. Just listen the songs that I have played recently...

• Too Little too late
• Take a Bow
• Better in time
• Bleeding Love
• Bye bye
• We belong to together
• No Air
• So sick
• Let me be the one.........

 This song remains me of all the days of my life... And I go to be erased and will be forgotten for forever.

devotional

I start my day with the guidance and blessing with God, I finish my devotional and I love to worship God, my day is not complete without the word of God. I woke up 3 am and my eyes didn't want to go back to sleep, because I went to bed 7pm and my mother wonders why I'm so early to go to bed, and I told her I had my sinusitis strikes again and I had a fever so I went to sleep, Until now I still awake.

But anyway my devotional is in the book of 2 Thessalonians 3 it teaches me on how to work with initiative and be smart, you as a person you should not be lazy to do your job and verse 10 it says: " ¹⁰ For even when we were with you, we gave you this rule: “The one who is unwilling to work shall not eat.” i reflect it with my life and i dont want it to rule the laziness over in me. This friday im starting to to have my first ever job and i know i can do it because God is in me. I will do my very best to be a Crew of the month :))











God Bless You.






love lots xoxo,


jenaie ♥

Summer soon...

Summer is so fast approaching and I want it to feel it even if it's 2 months after this semester. I love it because I'm free of being a student but unfortunately I will go to school this summer, because I must get a summer class to catch up some major subject to become a 4th year college student. Haysss Thank God he gave me this kind of opportunity :)) He is so faithful to me, and this is my promise to continue and finish what I've started I offered this all to God and let his will be done.

But before the summer will start, I will work first before anything else will go to excitement because I want to have my own money and I will also give my family's need and also the part of my God. This Febuary 3, 2012 I'm starting to have my training and evaluation if I passed the test and I will do my part be the best and responsible worker in McDonald hehehe. Good night and God Bless I have a continuation exam tomorrow. byeeeee :))

love lots xoxo,

Jenaie ♥ 

E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G

Every time I want to post something here in my blog, I feel I'm always disheartened and I don't know why? And there's one thing that always bothering me and it keeps my heart goes depressing. In short I'm sad and not okay of this situation. I feel I lost everything but I don't want it to be the reason why should go LOW. But I'm always praying to God that he will protect me and love me no matter what it happens. I missed the feeling that I'm so delighted and glad that surround me. When I'm alone I'm always distracted and thinking of what happen, does it make us more patience to wait or it make as worst if we continue? 

Its like the song that I've been posting recently and the lyrics was "Why can't it be? The two of us? Why can't be lover only friends and in the chorus it say You came along in the wrong place at the wrong time". It's so deserted and it keeps my heart goes melting : (( *sight!

But Honestly I want to end this kind of feeling of mine, Because I want to focus God and to Serve Him with all the Authority. I love God and everything here on earth is made by Him.

But anyway I love this Day because i spend my day with my co-young people in the church and we play in the parkmall like the children do and after that we made a small group and start praising God. 

To God be the Glory ....

love lots xoxo,

jenaie ♥