Just Love don't HESITATE...

After 3yrs. In the silence of posting my blog about the happenings and my reactions of what my life bring, now I start to convince myself to share my feelings and sacrifices that I always been through.

--- I woke in my bed and start my day with so many worries and hesitations but after thinking about all those things, But I thank God for being so good to my Life because he loves me, protect me and guide me in all my hesitation in life. There are so many things bother in my mind that it keeps me insecure about myself, Before my story telling me and my mom had a misunderstanding about to sleep early but in my case I always to sleep late because I want to watch television before I go to sleep, she heard the television with loud volume and she calls me "Jenny you're so hardheaded,it's late at night you must go to bed" mom said. And after she calls me I went to the room and she was so angry, she always says that "where is your degree?? Why they are people are easy to understand and has a respect to their parents even though they don't have any degree? Why you don't understand when I say you must go to sleep early
One day you will realize that when I'm gone that you will appreciate me and someday you will become also a mother and you will understand my situation. So that night I was setting in my bed and praying to God, "Lord, why its so big deal? Lord I respect them because there are my parents and I remember in "Ephesians 6:1 Children obey your parents, says the Lord. For this is right." But Lord sorry for everything I've done, i know I have so many sins I've done but Lord forgive me................. (after the long prayer I made) Amen."
---I went to school and I'm late again and its about 20 mins late in my first class of "Humanities" and I thank God that my professor Kyle is not checking the attendance always. After the class I go to my next class which is "Filipino" my most ever boring classes this semester. >.< And after my two subjects classes when went out to school and ride a motorbike with my classmate in 121 and she is Karla, she asks me what are we doing in the last meeting? Because she doesn't like our Teacher. HAHA :))
 But anyway I text my mine "I'm going home, a where are you now" I said. And after a few minutes he replied to me "he wants to eat, but its my treat" he always thinks that I have a lot of money always but it's not. After the long conversion of where we gonna eat us back to our own houses. :)) Haha I thank God that he is not approved by doing that happenings.
 After my lunch I went to sleep of so much fuller in my stomach and I woke up after 1 hour and a half. With no text message with him. :)) Because he is so busy cleaning their "house". But Anyways I really really love God for he is so good in my life together with my family because currently were back to normal and I will promise to myself that I will obey them and Love them always. I LOVE YOU LORD....