I want to shout.... T__T

So many things and so many songs that come up in my mind and I don't want it to happen... I can't explain what happen. Just listen the songs that I have played recently...

• Too Little too late
• Take a Bow
• Better in time
• Bleeding Love
• Bye bye
• We belong to together
• No Air
• So sick
• Let me be the one.........

 This song remains me of all the days of my life... And I go to be erased and will be forgotten for forever.

devotional

I start my day with the guidance and blessing with God, I finish my devotional and I love to worship God, my day is not complete without the word of God. I woke up 3 am and my eyes didn't want to go back to sleep, because I went to bed 7pm and my mother wonders why I'm so early to go to bed, and I told her I had my sinusitis strikes again and I had a fever so I went to sleep, Until now I still awake.

But anyway my devotional is in the book of 2 Thessalonians 3 it teaches me on how to work with initiative and be smart, you as a person you should not be lazy to do your job and verse 10 it says: " ¹⁰ For even when we were with you, we gave you this rule: “The one who is unwilling to work shall not eat.” i reflect it with my life and i dont want it to rule the laziness over in me. This friday im starting to to have my first ever job and i know i can do it because God is in me. I will do my very best to be a Crew of the month :))











God Bless You.






love lots xoxo,


jenaie ♥

Summer soon...

Summer is so fast approaching and I want it to feel it even if it's 2 months after this semester. I love it because I'm free of being a student but unfortunately I will go to school this summer, because I must get a summer class to catch up some major subject to become a 4th year college student. Haysss Thank God he gave me this kind of opportunity :)) He is so faithful to me, and this is my promise to continue and finish what I've started I offered this all to God and let his will be done.

But before the summer will start, I will work first before anything else will go to excitement because I want to have my own money and I will also give my family's need and also the part of my God. This Febuary 3, 2012 I'm starting to have my training and evaluation if I passed the test and I will do my part be the best and responsible worker in McDonald hehehe. Good night and God Bless I have a continuation exam tomorrow. byeeeee :))

love lots xoxo,

Jenaie ♥ 

E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G

Every time I want to post something here in my blog, I feel I'm always disheartened and I don't know why? And there's one thing that always bothering me and it keeps my heart goes depressing. In short I'm sad and not okay of this situation. I feel I lost everything but I don't want it to be the reason why should go LOW. But I'm always praying to God that he will protect me and love me no matter what it happens. I missed the feeling that I'm so delighted and glad that surround me. When I'm alone I'm always distracted and thinking of what happen, does it make us more patience to wait or it make as worst if we continue? 

Its like the song that I've been posting recently and the lyrics was "Why can't it be? The two of us? Why can't be lover only friends and in the chorus it say You came along in the wrong place at the wrong time". It's so deserted and it keeps my heart goes melting : (( *sight!

But Honestly I want to end this kind of feeling of mine, Because I want to focus God and to Serve Him with all the Authority. I love God and everything here on earth is made by Him.

But anyway I love this Day because i spend my day with my co-young people in the church and we play in the parkmall like the children do and after that we made a small group and start praising God. 

To God be the Glory ....

love lots xoxo,

jenaie ♥

Something is Missing??

--I woke up with so many expectations and wishful thinking that everything will come together as soon as I wanted to be. But in the real life that was so opposite of what I want, today I'm just a little bit missing from what I use to, and I said to myself that everything has his own end and we should it take with brave attitude. Because when I'm a little child I used to be surrounded by smiling and happy person especially my beloved father, he teaches me on how to face and be enduring in this arbitrary life.

--Then some people would say life is so unfair, why it becomes unfair? Because you live with it. You follow and play what life may bring. I'm a loving, happy, cheerful, beautiful, pretty, has a strong personality and suggest more information about me... :))

In short I don't feel accurately compare of what you feel right now. I want to find myself and fix what is right. Even I'm too young to say like this but I feel agonized and I don't know what's the meaning of this..

Enjoy listening and don't follow me. Continue to LOVE God with all of your heart and He listen to you..

GOD BLESS

Love lots,

Jenaie ♥

NOW PLAYING: "Why can't it be" by Nina

@bitterrose0916 - feel the same thing :-(
i'll be waiting for the right time even if it takes another lifetime :-(

ochen0317 1 day ago

 

A little bit of everything

Colossian 3:4

When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.

my devotional with God this wonderful morning. And i thank God for his mercy endure forever, i woke up with a H.A.P.P.Y FACE. First i really dont know whats the meaning of this but far as i know God is in me.

--I do all my household chores with a good mode and a inspiring morning :)) But anyway today i have an exam with the McDonald store and also in my school but i choose to take first the examination in McDonald, while we are answering in the test paper i read it and i notice some scenario that is so common to complain as a costumer in a fastfood resturant. After taking the exam the Branch Manager saying that the first batch who take the exam has only 2 examiner have pass. I Dont think why they are so few who pass? I notice the examination is to EASY.. its a SELF EXPLANATORY!! I also wonder what if didn't pass the examination.. T__T. But after that i took a ride to go to school to have my LATE EXAMINATION in Humanities :)) But thank God the Professor i have is so good, he take me the test and after taking the exam i went home and took some rest because im so tired. After a few minutes Lucel text me "Jenaie i pass the exam" that time i was afraid of what will be the result? But anyway i dont really mind it because God promise had me that he will do the rest. and after a few minutes the McDonald also text me that i also pass the exam. :)) Thank God it next step its my final interview and i hope i also pass. THANK YOU LORD 

To God be the Glory :))

 

Short. shorted. shorten

Whenever you feel worthless, REMEMBER; You're the WINNER. You were once the quickest sperm cell.

-In my way of living in this unfair world, I have some strategy and unique way of living it. My life is full of unexpected, inexplicable things that other girls don't have I'm a Winner in the sense of serving the Lord and sacrificing my life with HIM. But sometimes I leave it with no hesitation and anxious, I also feel some hurts and lonely but that's life it's so unfair and its like a thief that gets your happiest when you're so okay.

You know what I have so many things to share with you but for now I'm not in the mode of an opinionated person tonight, its so hard to explain why this will be happening. I will just think that everything in this world is temporary that no one can hold their promise to you and only God can make it no matter what happen. Sorry for my avid fan out there who are fun of reading all my blogs till next time in short I feel like broken hearted even it is NOT! But I will make it up to you. Love lots

jenaie ♥

 FACT no. 23

Good relationship don't just happen, they take time, patience and two people who want to be together..

-courtesy by: Facebook/exceptionaliving

You are WINNER.....

• You Never quit....
• You Never Surrender....
• You Never Stop.....

GOD BLESS YOU ♥

baffling, enigmatic, incomprehensible, indecipherable, indescribable, inexplainable, inscrutable, insoluble, mysterious, mystifying, obscure

---First of all I Love God so much for his unbelievable, indescribable, unconscionable Love you are amazing GOD!! whooooohh.... :-0 I don't think so if God was not in my life I can not feel like what I felt TODAY! Sometimes life may bring some dust that will make our sight blurry or teary. It's one of the most common things that we as a human seems to be tired and tried surrender.

 But in my case I think everyday I always face that kind of situation, but now it's normal for me. Because when Paul said "when you begin to commit God and Obey God, you will face many instances that will make you a true son & daughter to Him".

Oh! I remember there's one time I said to myself, "I want to STOP serving the Lord" for some shallow reasons but Thanks to my D-group which means the Discipleship Group.

And they asked me one thing, "What if you will be in Hell? And we will be in Heaven? Then what will be happening to you? You're so lame. You didn't enjoy what you've planted and in heaven were enjoying the love of our harvest" That's one thing that keeps me in mind.

So after that I make some apology and I pray to God that He will guide me again and Love me for the second time around (sobra pa sa uyab): P But seriously that situation was my advance mechanism to avoid and to pursue the Love of God and it also teaches me how to hear the voice of God and Obey His will..

"THE FEAR OF THE LORD IS THE BEGINNING OF WISDOM"

God Bless You..

Love lots,

Jenaie ♥

Mixed Emotions :( :) :-* :p :-0

Its a jolly morning that strikes me up to my bed, And I thank God for he is so Wonderful to my life and his love amazed and its inexplicable miracles he did in my life. So this day I was full of love, enjoyment, fun last but not the least regret. :(


--I woke up early because I want to help my mother with some household chores, Because the time of my class is 10:30 am still Humanities. But I heard some weird activity that will be doing and that is to follow the sense of music, then we will gonna do is to allow our hands to move freely whatever will make it shapes or lines and were gonna make close our eyes. Its almost 8 to 10 minutes of listening the music of the old famous maestro but unfortunately I didn't hear what was its name. But When the time I open my eyes I was so shocked about what the image's result. It's so complicated and I don't understand what will that be.


But after all those repeated agendas in my college life, finally I'm out of the school. And I have some serious appointments to have :p HAHA :)). I and my Mine were gonna meet and see each other at Mc Donalds after 1:30, But change the plan I stop at there worked area and we see each other. Then after we went to Mc Donalds and have our LATE lunch there. :)) While were eating he is sleeping so after the meal we went out to the stored but we return to buy some sundae " HOT FUDGE" for him "CARAMEL" for me. :))

 Then we ride a jeepney going to Cordova. But in the middle of the travel there's one old man join us on the ride and he is filled with so many "BLING" on his neck and are so many watches on his arm. HAHA :)) and that time I want to laugh but he told me "ANG RELO GI RELOHAN" hahaha. And we continue talking until I closely arrived. Of course you wait to have some moment?? Yes, your right we Kiss!!! : -** (CENSORED) shssss..... But anyway I arrived at home and back to normal.

-- Of course we text after that happened, But the other Conversation is (CENSORED) its only for the both of us.

But i remember all this day. Without God i am NOTHING.

I LOVE YOU LORD.

Strive hard to fulfil your desire

Jeremiah 29:11 
New International Version (NIV)

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

---It is the most popular verse in the Bible that is written by Jeremiah himself he wrote this for the elders, priests, prophets, and all the people who had been exiled to Babylon by King Nebuchadnezzar. But anyway all that have been said in this story God has a big plan for our lives, that no matter what happen God has promised to his people that He put his blessing and abundant life to his people, but before you can get that desire you want you must seek and praise God first and all things shall be added unto you.

To start my day I pray to God that he might give me the chance to have a job, because I want to help my family and other people who need help. I have one desire in my heart that I want to work in fast food for some experiences and that is "Mc Donalds" in JCentre in A.S Fortuna St. Banilad Mandaue City. It was 11:30 in the morning when I was there because it was just so happen that when I go outside of my school I have the plan to print the Resume I've made last night,
 But when I got there my USB was left in our house : (( but there's one thing that makes me think that "What if God didn't want me to have this kind of job?" But I continue to find some alternative ways to make a new resume. So I went to an Internet Cafe and make another new resume but I was so shocked that my used time was so fast and I pay php. 15 for the cost of my time. But anyway I continue and after all of those happenings I went to the mall where I want to apply.

When I got there I was a little of shy because there was so many people was there who want to eat. I want to have the chance to give it to the Manager so that have the chance to work there. :)) I hope God can give me that kind of opportunity so that I can feel how life was.
So Thank You Lord, I love you Jesus...

To God be the Glory

Just Love don't HESITATE...

After 3yrs. In the silence of posting my blog about the happenings and my reactions of what my life bring, now I start to convince myself to share my feelings and sacrifices that I always been through.

--- I woke in my bed and start my day with so many worries and hesitations but after thinking about all those things, But I thank God for being so good to my Life because he loves me, protect me and guide me in all my hesitation in life. There are so many things bother in my mind that it keeps me insecure about myself, Before my story telling me and my mom had a misunderstanding about to sleep early but in my case I always to sleep late because I want to watch television before I go to sleep, she heard the television with loud volume and she calls me "Jenny you're so hardheaded,it's late at night you must go to bed" mom said. And after she calls me I went to the room and she was so angry, she always says that "where is your degree?? Why they are people are easy to understand and has a respect to their parents even though they don't have any degree? Why you don't understand when I say you must go to sleep early
One day you will realize that when I'm gone that you will appreciate me and someday you will become also a mother and you will understand my situation. So that night I was setting in my bed and praying to God, "Lord, why its so big deal? Lord I respect them because there are my parents and I remember in "Ephesians 6:1 Children obey your parents, says the Lord. For this is right." But Lord sorry for everything I've done, i know I have so many sins I've done but Lord forgive me................. (after the long prayer I made) Amen."
---I went to school and I'm late again and its about 20 mins late in my first class of "Humanities" and I thank God that my professor Kyle is not checking the attendance always. After the class I go to my next class which is "Filipino" my most ever boring classes this semester. >.< And after my two subjects classes when went out to school and ride a motorbike with my classmate in 121 and she is Karla, she asks me what are we doing in the last meeting? Because she doesn't like our Teacher. HAHA :))
 But anyway I text my mine "I'm going home, a where are you now" I said. And after a few minutes he replied to me "he wants to eat, but its my treat" he always thinks that I have a lot of money always but it's not. After the long conversion of where we gonna eat us back to our own houses. :)) Haha I thank God that he is not approved by doing that happenings.
 After my lunch I went to sleep of so much fuller in my stomach and I woke up after 1 hour and a half. With no text message with him. :)) Because he is so busy cleaning their "house". But Anyways I really really love God for he is so good in my life together with my family because currently were back to normal and I will promise to myself that I will obey them and Love them always. I LOVE YOU LORD....